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| 09:28pm 20/01/2005 |
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I seem to update my myspace account way more than here, but I will continue to update here too when I get moved enough to do so.. I have deleted my last 2 entries because they have made me sound lonely and pathetic :) But that is not the case, I am enjoying my life, and my semester off of school. I also have found someone very interesting that I wanna spend tons more time with, so that helps too.. If you wanna check out my myspace account, go here: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/12237271
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| 08:29pm 14/09/2004 |
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mood:  amused music: Led Zeppelin - Black Dog
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"You know mother, life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're going to get. YOUR life is more like a box of active grenades!!"
Heh, thats from family guy, I dont exactly know why, but i felt like putting that in there. I'm just sitting @ home right now, its my day off, and boy am I putting myself on a wierd schedule. I didnt goto bed last night till 4am, because I was playing the original Final Fantasy game on the original Nintendo. I beat that game when I was a little kid, and I started playing it again, and so help me, imma beat it again! As I said, my last day @ cisp is on sept 20th, so i'll prolly be starting my new job shortly after that, if not on the 21st! We'll see what happens. Its a job doing Tech support for the same ammount of money and hours, but i'll just have a hell of alot less to do, and I can probably get my homework done while I work, so that'll kill 2 birds w/ 1 stone :) I'm really gonna miss not seeing my friends from work on an everyday basis, but i'm about cisped out.
On a happier note, i'm very excited and am just in an all around good mood, mebbe i'll be able to fall asleep at a "normal" time today, hah, not bloody likely. (what is this normal thing anyway?) |
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| What are -YOU- doing? |
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| 06:07pm 10/09/2004 |
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Yeah, I received the following post on one of my entries:
Logan is the bomb and his sister is the bomb too.. !
Logan buddy, hows it going im a link clicker in buddy infos!
And i just read about your bears in the appartment, apparently...
those arent bears, they are demons sent from the land of Creekmore, to Phillip your house with tiny Krystals, and run Erins for the little people who bite Je-nny's, and if you act now Chel-sey, that you got'em Justin time not to have to spend all day Dustin the house to clean up after em... so be carful...
Yay, im bored.... Dustin... And Justin said i was fucked up when i showed him this.... I just think... im very creative! Bite me Justin your just JEALOUS of my mad skillz! Rock on!
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I thought it was pretty funny, and definately appreciate the post.
Anyone who doesnt have my IM, i'm logan49270 on AIM too. I dont know why I havent updated in so long, these last couple months of living on my own have just flewn by, and I've also gotten another job. My last day @ CISP will be on Sept 20th. More details to come! |
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| exciting times |
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| 01:02am 28/06/2004 |
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It has been a LONG time since i've updated... alot has happened, some good, some bad. The good news is i'm happy for the most part, and theres definately alot to be said for that.
I am getting my HOUSE KEYS tomorrow! That is quite possibly the coolest thing to report about, I'm gonna have so much fun just having my own house, my own place to live and call my own.
I also got this girl from whitefords number today, that was pretty cool.. I havent asked a girl for her number straight out in a long long time, so thats a big step for me. But the biggest concern is my mind is this huge crush i have on this friend of mine. she is the prettiest girl I know, she is fun to be with, and great to talk to. Only problem, I dont know how to approach her. I've had a couple opportunities to do so, but I keep chickening out. I would do it tomorrow, but I work everyday for the next 6 days... it kind of sucks scheduling a date a week in advance... My only option is to talk to her about it tomorrow during the day and see if she wants to do something tomorrow night, because I know her and I are both free tomorrow night. I dont know though, I do know that if I was with her I would do everything I could to make her happy, she means alot to me, and if she didnt want to go out with me sometime, I would totally respect that and keep being a friend.
Whatever happens, wish me luck, and I will strive to continue being happy no matter what :) |
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| 12:48pm 08/06/2004 |
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My apologies for not updating in so long. Basically its been a never-ending drama cycle with Raechel and I KNOW that people dont want to read about that stuff over and over, so I declare that this is my last entry devoted to that topic.. it has to be..
In a nutshell, we were seeing eachother again.. but I fucked it up by almost sleeping with this other girl (it was an almost, because ppl came home and interupted us). In a disagreement with Raechel, I told her this, and how it happened RIGHT after her and I started being close again. She felt hurt and betrayed. Now the next day I do have some closure now and am fairly certain i'll not hear from her or see her for quite some time, but now I have that void again that I had almost managed to close up before. Worse still, I've successfuly delivered her directly into the arms of another guy, as she was basically "choosing" between him and I before I told her this.
I dont need any I told you so's or anything like that from anybody, I know I fucked up and feel horrible. But now it is time for me to move on.
I've for sure got my house, I'll have the keys on July 11th, and my uncle is giving me his hot-tub, so that'll be extra fun. |
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| My Hizzy |
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| 03:23am 21/05/2004 |
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I found a great house today, "2041 Balkan" Check it out on Mapquest, and Areis too if your really curious.. Just don't go and buy it before I do! (areis photo is old, but you'll get the idea)
That house and another one-- two houses that I would prolly be willing to make an offer on. I'm having my mom and step-dad go through them on Sunday, if all goes well I might be having my own casa here shortly!
-I hereby declare a huge-ass house warming party as soon as I get one!- (hehe)
Ok, maybe a little pre-mature... but I definately have a good feeling about that one... |
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| 12:21am 18/05/2004 |
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Mother, do you think they'll drop the bomb?
Mother, do you think they'll like this song?
Mother, do you think they'll try to break my balls?
Ooooowaa Mother, should I build a wall?
Mother, should I run for President?
Mother, should I trust the government?
Mother, will they put me in the firing line?
Ooooowaa Is it just a waste of time?
Hush, my baby. Baby, don't you cry.
Momma's gonna make all of your nightmares come true.
Momma's gonna put all of her fears into you.
Momma's gonna keep you right here under her wing.
She won't let you fly, but she might let you sing.
Momma's gonna keep Baby cozy and warm.
Oooo Babe.
Oooo Babe.
Ooo Babe, of course Momma's gonna help build a wall.
Mother, do you think she's good enough,
For me?
Mother, do you think she's dangerous,
To me?
Mother will she tear your little boy apart?
Ooooowaa Mother, will she break my heart?
Hush, my baby. Baby, don't you cry.
Momma's gonna check out all your girlfriends for you.
Momma won't let anyone dirty get through.
Momma's gonna wait up until you get in.
Momma will always find out where you've been.
Momma's gonna keep Baby healthy and clean.
Oooo Babe.
Oooo Babe.
Ooo Babe, you'll always be Baby to me.
Mother, did it need to be so high?
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I was gonna post this on mothers day as a MOM tribute, but you know what, better late then never. |
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| 11:13pm 16/05/2004 |
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I went to Cedar point for the first time this year today. I had a very good time, I went with my friend Eric from work, and my long-time friend Andrea. It was great, and I also got a season pass--so i'll be able to go quite a bit this year. Just like a roller-coaster however my life too seems to be constantly up and down. At moments I love life and am so happy- others I desperately wish for it to end. I am a happy person much of the time, and when I'm not I can hide it rather well. But the truth is, i'm not happy quite a bit of the time. Most of this stems from the whole raechel business. I really miss her quite a bit, but with her still talking, and openly pursuing other guys; it really hurts me quite a bit. I dont know why, maybe i'm jealous, maybe I just want whats best for her, maybe I'm just wanting whats best for me. The worst part of it is: I dont really know whats best, any way I look at it I can only see pain. I told her today that if she is going to continue dating this one particular guy, that her and I can forever be friends, but I will never date her again: she said ok.
-All is well that ends well- |
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| -Saturdays- |
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| 01:54am 25/04/2004 |
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man- Saturdays are fun. I hung out with my friends creek and courtney most of the day, and the 3 of us went to see the always lovely Gina (ginalvsbnl) sing. She sung some very very cool songs tonight, with her and this guy Bill playing guitar. She also had this friend of hers Kyle (a girl) who sang a couple songs with her. That'd definately be something I'd wanna do again, it was very relaxing.
Alot of other stuff happened, but some of its stuff i'd rather forget anyway (stuff with raechel).. I'll keep everyone posted on that stuff at a later date.
.. lastly, i think i'm getting carpul tunnel... BOTH my wrists are killing me lately *shrugs*, i'm fallin' apart! ;) |
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| Hola |
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| 01:44am 23/04/2004 |
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music: Simon and Garfunkel - America
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Yeah, here I am, on my computer at almost 2am when I should be studying for my test tomorrow (that i'll probably end up sleeping through anyway, haha)...
well, I just really wanted to update, because I didnt want to be one of those people that never update their journal, but at the same time I dont want to be the person that updates their journal every day with meaningless dribble.. happy medium!
I know one thing is for sure, its been way too long (since ive updated), and too much has happened for me to accurately represent, so I will give the condensed version: Everything is changing, and i'm hoping it will all mold to be better then it was previously (and I think it might be). Raechel and I (after hanging out for a couple days in a row last weekend) are agreeing to be just friends, nothing more, and will only talk ocassionally, I really think thats whats best. School sucks, work is not too much better. family is good, I like them, I cant wait till I have my own someday, but not for a long long time, I just know that it'll be cool :)
Oh yeah, and lastly, I bought the elton john greatest hits (1970-2002)... pretty good album, I only got it because I wanted a cd with the song "tiny dancer" on it, and thats the only one I could find.. I originally wanted the "almost famous" soundtrack, but hey, they didnt have it, so its all good.. in the hood.. when you got wood.. hehe.. |
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| 10:16am 16/04/2004 |
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yeah, ive been hanging out with raechel a bit more this last week, yesterday we went to breakfast. It was nice, we talked about all the things that needed talking about, and then I went to school/work. Only problem was, she left her cell phone in my car. Later on that night Matt (my old best friend) calls her phone, twice in fact (the second time I answered, funny story, but i'll skip that part). This really pissed me off tho, but I put those feelings on hold until the next day when I knew I could talk to her. So today as soon as I woke up I called her, and basically told her that I dont ever want to talk to her or see her again. Its going to be so hard, but I know it is for the best. I really cannot get over her if I keep talking to her, and when I keep talking to her it just stirs up old emotions, and in the end, I am just sadder than when I started.
Today I have the entire day free, my house is empty... but still I have absolutely nothing to do :( |
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| happy easter |
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| 11:11am 11/04/2004 |
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Today is Easter... its too bad I have ass-loads of stuff to do. I need to see family, write a paper, study for an accounting test, and work from 4-12:30. On the bright side, I may be able to study @ work, and also get off work a tad early so that would be nice.
Seriously though, I think i need to stop partying so much... I feel like crap today, as i've been partying for the last 2 days straight. Its alright tho, i've been having alot of fun. OH and I saw raechel last night for the first time in over a week. We didnt really talk, I just bumped into her at a mutual friends house, kinda strange. |
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| Friday is Good. |
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| 12:11pm 09/04/2004 |
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Yup, today is good friday, I dont have to do ANYTHING! No work, no school.. I could sleep all damn day if I wanted, but I wont ;)
Yesterday the mudhens game was very fun.. I saw my brother there, he bought me a beer. He also offered me two tickets to tonights game (he has season ticks). I dunno if i'm gonna go though, I cant think of anyone I would be able to take :( oh well.
I think i'm gonna get some important stuff done today, like research realtors, and pay some bills... but after that, its all party'in! Gotta love (good) fridays. |
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| All about me. |
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| 01:51am 08/04/2004 |
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Yeah, today was quite the day indeed. It all started off with me not going to bed till late last night, and then i end up sleeping through my exam in my business class. Turns out tho, I can drop my lowest test grade, so that ended up not being horrible.
I went over to my sisters today. My sister is Jess, and she's 23 and a very cool person. She has a house in Toledo with her boyfriend, it was great today just to sit at her house and me and her watchin room raiders, hehe.
I went to work today.. man that place irks me sometimes, or maybe its just a few assholes here and there *shrugs*.. but they DID give me a ticket to the mudhens game, and a half day off work to watch it :)
Lastly, its been like 5 days since i've talked to raechel.. nothing more to say there I guess.. Besides, i'm gonna just keep moving, no point in looking back, and further, today was a VERY nice day, and there were tons of hot girls out.. this summer is gonna be fun. |
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| 01:05am 06/04/2004 |
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Yeah, I got pre-approved for that home loan ;)
I got some semi-decent rates, and I get buy a house up to $90,000. And tomorrow, I am going to enlist the services of a Realtor to help me find that house.
This summer is going to = a lot of freaking parties at my house. |
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| Another Friday. |
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| 10:18pm 02/04/2004 |
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I got off work early tonight, @ 9, just because i'm burnt out and hate being there most of the time. My friend Gina gave me some advise today though, stating that Raechel seems like she is just giving me the run around, using me as a backup for brian, and is all around being manipulative. So I told Raechel I didnt wanna hang out tonight, she was mad and told me that she was going to ask me to the prom tonight, *shrugs*, I guess now she'll just go with Brian like I figured she would all along.
Well, I got home and I saw her drive by my house, so I figured what the hell, I chased her (on foot mind you), all the way to the other side of town where I was out of breath. I stopped, turned around, looked over a road, and saw her going the other way. So I ran back to my house, she drove by, and I missed her again. Damn. So I stopped and sat for about 10 mins, and saw her again, flagged her down (prolly looked like a psycho), and her whole fam was in her car, and it turns out they just got back from Dundee, and it wasnt her all along. Yes, I am an idiot.
When it comes down to it, I feel like shit inside and out, and just want to curl up in a ball and sleep for 3 months. |
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| 01:02am 02/04/2004 |
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Whaddup neogga's, I'm just chillin here, should be going to bed, but I'm a night owl, what can I say?
Today-- what can I say about today? I dunno, i've come to the conclusion if I just dont think or do anything and just do my time in school and work, all is well in the weekend *shrugs*.
Well, i'll keep it brief, nothing notable, except i'm not sad like I have been. I talked to raechel for about an hour today after work (damn, the only thing that gets me in a good mood).. Oh well.. She even said today, when I get my house i'm gonna have girls over there all the time.. muhahaha.. p.i.m.p. |
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| Where is my mind? |
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| 01:51am 01/04/2004 |
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mood:  numb music: Pixies - Where is My Mind?
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.. The title is actually the title of the song i'm listening to, but its kind of ironic. I have an economics test tomorrow, but I really dont think i've been to, or slept through an entire economics class since the semester started, I'm so gonna fail. Its alright, I'll work something out, I might wake up really early and study or something, I dunno.
But seriously, why havent I been study'ing, or going to class, or anything? I dont know, I'm in a weird place right now, and I seriously cannot wait until I'm somewhere different. I think by the time school gets out, and I may very well be in my own house, I might just be happy again, we'll see. |
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| 02:13pm 31/03/2004 |
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Well, I skipped school completely again today.. I seem to be doing that alot lately! It alright though, because I'm meeting with a loan officer on Monday to discuss getting a home loan.
I'm just sitting here, listening to music, fixing an old computer... its giving me some problems too.. Argh, nothing wants to go right. And trust me when I say: I do not want to work today.
Oh well, on a much, much brighter note: Hash Bash is saturday! Oh man, its gonna be fun ;) |
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